Friday, April 27, 2012

OMFG HELLO ONCE AGAIN!

=D


I have finally got back into my long deserted blog after so long. Not that I didn't want to earlier, but because I had forgotten which email address I had created and attached my blog accounts to, so thus it took me a miracle stumble to actually find the correct information after going through ENDLESS MOUNTAINS of Google's Help Support.

It's been a good 16 months since my last post, and yes, things have since picked up slowly but surely. Life is continuing after the dark episode I had in 2010, and I have found a new love that I've now put my trust, hopes and life in.

I don't actually hate my past, eventhough it does still emotionally affect me sometimes, but I thank it for allowing me to appreciate what I have before me now and in future.


It'll take a lifetime of work, strength and support for me to live life happily, and I do put faith that I can succeed no matter how tough things can be in future if I don't give up.

I would love to go back to blogging, so let me get my momentum up and hopefully, I'll start writing again soon.


~LOVE.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

... hate that I love you


one of these days maybe your magic won't affect me,
and your kiss won't make me weak,
but no one in this world knows me the way you know me,
so you'll probably always have a spell on me.


and i hate how much i love you boy,
i can't stand how much i need you.
and i hate that i love you so, so.


Saturday, October 23, 2010

First photoshoot; Jap Vampire







Pictures were shot @ Fort Canning.

i LOVE it.

Can't wait to do more in future. =)

Never say never?

It's not easy meeting someone who you could have such electrifying chemistry in such a short time.

Neither is it easy meeting someone who could change all your beliefs, and make you accept things that you never ever thought were possible.

And it's even harder to meet someone who you would accept all their past flaws that you once condemned so much before so effortlessly.

Yet the hardest part is when both sides feel exactly the same, yet are unable to do anything about it.



I heard once of a saying that a soulmate isn't someone you should have, but someone who is in your life to make you understand yourself even better through life.

Yet I find it hard to just accept this logic.

I've never been much of a rule follower, for I follow my heart and what it tells me.


Is this just a cruel twist of fate- a vision of a soulmate who one could never have.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Tuesday, September 7, 2010